I know RCK tells me i'm an emotional baggage but i really want to let this out and hopefully i will feel better about it.

I finally talked to someone who made a big impact on my life. Without her it feels empty. But things happen and we went our separate ways. Even after being told this and hearing it, i finally accepted the fact that we aren't together no more. Yeh it will be lonely. But i should move the fuck on right?

I wrote her a very long email about how i feel and the good times :]
No i did not write an email about me wanting her back, or how i was being an emo fag.
I just wanted her to know that it was fun and the times we spent together were nice. It meant a lot to me. People don't understand that no matter how far or how you met. Friends are still friends. and its unbelievably amazing what friends can do in different circumstances and situations :]

I'm leaving in 4 days!!! and i'm pumped! I hope i won't make a fool out of myself.

But yeh. i had all that locked up in the past 2 hours.

-Tris

Over and out.