honestly...i'm dead shit scared for gymnastics. i cant stress on it enough...it's all i've been thinking about this past week. because i suck and it's hard on me physically and mentally.

idk what i can do. i can't quit either.

and afraid for tomorrow because i don't know how i'm getting home.

so today has been an emotional roller coaster for me. it's a bit better right now but today's not a day i'd like to remember. i think it's just pms, but luckily it should be over by tomorrow.

wish me luck, hope i survive. :/
i'll update later. bleh.

-update

3:47 PM est
july 22, 2009

so gymnastics wasn't that bad as last week. there were only 3 girls including me, so the coach had time to spend time with each person individually. i didn't get as tired as i did, but i still had to take breaks because my stamina is -100.

anyway...one of the girls said she started in december and she couldn't even do a cartwheel. that really gave me hope...i just have to perfect my round offs and work on my arms because i have no muscles there. rofl. and im kind of flattered because i'm already doing exercises on back hand springs. meanwhile she was there since december and she's working on back hand springs too. :P

soo.. still tired though. ima have lunch. bye all <3

-Cherrin