This blog isn't about my day. Just thought i rant on about whats going on and how i feel and shit.

Lately, i'v been wondering what i have been doing up til now. Why i'm doing this and yada yada. I miss being with RCK and talkin with you guys. You don't know how much i dread at that. But i feel like i'm getting buried alive. It's like i came and gone. I feel like i'm being an attention whore. Maybe i am? I don't know. I just feel like just because i haven't talked with you guys or hanged out. Its not the same.

I feel when i try something. I just have it thrown back in my face. I'm beginning to not be able to tell if the things you guys say are jokes or not.

Or i'm just thinking too much?

Anyway, i tried to tan today but i got sunburn instead Well, i did get a bit darker.



-Tris