idk what to say. too tired to type.

i come home and it's 11. half of rck is asleep, the rest are about to sleep. i try to spend time with them before i go to sleep.

i hate my new schedule and life sucks right now but i'm working towards a goal and my dream so it's not so bad. in the end. i think.

leave the house at 9 for work until 12. then i go to qcc till 3. then sju till 6. then work till 10;30. i come home and clean because i make a mess getting ready to leave. until 3, i hang with rck and check news and shit. then it's time for bed.

i'm gonna ask for weekends off next semester. i work from 9 to 10 right now without a chance to sit. i counted pills by 10 and got yelled at. so i have to count by 5 now. wtf?

love rck. missing rck every second of the day. i haven't talked to rica in days. mental note to text her tomorrow.

i love you guys.

- Risk