Today was a pretty rough day for me, from the morning
til the afternoon, super chitty. but "without sadness, theres no happiness,"
kicked in, and turned my whole night for the better ;)


So today i fell asleep at 4 or 5 AM. since some stuff came up.
and i couldnt just let it go. i got on my bed at like 3. but i couldnt fall asleep
cause i just kept on thinking about it..
i finally fell asleep and had to weirdest dream..

I was sitting in pitch black room.
then lights suddenly turned on, and i was on a stage.
people were all looking at me, i ran off the stage and ran into the elevator for
some reason.. that thing on the ceiling (the intercom?) was directly talking to me.
and it said "who are you.."
i felt my mouth move, but it wasn't my voice. and i said "I am You."

then i woke up. woo, no idea what the dream ment, but wahteverrr.


so i woke up and my alarm didnt go off in time >:o!
i was rushing to get ready, brushed my teeth, and i was putting on my shoes, i looked
at the clock i was like "phew, i got 10minutes left ;D!"
then my cousin called me and said "Dude, the bus is here, its early today."

SO I FUCKING RAN OUTSIDE AND CLOSED THE DOOR WTIHOUT LOCKING IT, AND RAN
TO THE OTHER STREET TO THE MEXICAN TERRITORY (noracial), and as the bus lady was abou to leave, i screamed "wait up" LOL.

and i think i heard someone say "shut up" ;P


so i was at school.. first period geometry.. bored as fuck.
i put my head down for like 5seconds, and when i woke up the bell rang. . .
FUCK LOL.

i got on MSN Mobile with my phone, and i see Cherrin onn <3 :3
i kept losing signal so i was running around my school trying to get signal ;_;.
and when ever i get that 1 bar, i would try to send the msg as fast as i could..
.. "Sending failed." FUCK YOU!! $123121@$!%#w That happened like 8 times.
so like i had to rewrite a long ass msg so many times.. but again it was worth it. C;


and while i was in the library, i was suppose to be researching civil rights movements and gay / lesbian rights, but instead i was behind my laptop msging cherrin o_o. lawl.


and in Biology, i had no signal what so ever.. i got pissed but what ever.
so in bio today we had to do like 10 fucking stations of work.
i got super lazy so i only did 1 station..

but like whenever someone comes to the station i'd go "Heyy, i'll give you everything to this station, if you give me the info for the other stations ;Sly"
and yeah i did that the whole period ;D. and it worked. >:3


so i didnt do anything productive at school today.. xD


once i got home, i just did wahtever i usually did..
but today, was abit different.. i logged on to audi. saw something and
then got off immediately. i lost interest in audi for a few hours.. ;o

and tourney today didnt make that any better.
i swear i got so mad out of no where that i wanted to stab myself in the eyes
with broken glass. so i got off audi before i do or say anything i might regret..

i got off and started to play pokemon for abit,
and started cussing at my screen because of rival was about to beat me. o_O


then someone popped up in my life again. c:
and made it all bettur s2
more to come, but too lazy. :]

-jayy.