People are hypocrites.

Parents especially.
It. Really. Fucking. Pisses. Me. Off.
We're fucking humans too, okay? Not some fucking mindless creature you can mold into fucking perfection. We fucking have feelings, we fucking know what's going on, we're not fucking stupid.

You wanted the laundry done, I know I procrastinated on that. I did it last night for you but I didn't organize it. You just mess it up today and bitch at me to do it again. What the fuck is that. You fucking wanted it done, don't fucking mess all that shit up.

You bitch at me for never finishing all my dinner, yet you give me enough food to feed a fucking elephant. You've given birth to me and fed me many times over, shouldn't you fucking know by now that I'm a slow eater and I can't eat all the shit you're giving me? I feel like fucking shit if I eat too much and here you are yelling at me to stop wasting food. Well why don't you stop giving me so much fucking shit, you stupid bitch.

You tell me my marks don't matter, as long as I choose the path where I'll be happy in life, yet you don't want me to be a Graphic Designer because I won't make enough money. I know I'll fucking be happy as a Graphic Designer, I know I won't make a lot of money, but you know what? It's the one thing I fucking enjoy learning. You want me to be a fucking teacher or a nurse. Do you not see my marks in school? Holy shit, I'll be fucking teaching in a preschool or working on the streets as a nurse.

Oh yes, I'm an asian, but that doesn't mean shit. I'm not fucking smart, I don't get good grades, I hate how people assume I would be just because I'm asian. Don't fucking think that I think %90's are bad marks, because they're not. I'd fcking cry with happiness if I ever got a 90. Bl.

You tell me you don't want me going to Vancouver for university because I have no experience. The whole point of going is to fucking get experience. Do you honestly want me going to some run down school here and failing at life? You think I'm gonna head into some fucking white van just cause the guy offered candy? No. You don't fucking know that I get fucking paranoid just walking on the streets alone. In the afternoon. You don't fucking know that I walk faster to avoid strangers. You don't fucking know anything about me.

You think I'm just some teenager obsessed with boys and all I'm good for is gaming. You think my male friends on Skype are gonna rape me. I'm not that fucking stupid. Holy shit. I don't even want to fucking date. I've told you that so many fucking times, but you think I'm just lying to you. You're so stupid that you think I'm playing games when I'm graphic designing or writing. Open your fucking chink eyes, please.

My dad's even offering to move to Vancouver with me, because he knows I love the city and knows how bad I want to attend school there. He knows you push me and my brothers to the edge, he knows you piss us off so much, he know so much more about us than you do. You criticize him, you say he's a bad father, you say he doesn't know how to communicate with us, and I'll admit, it is a little awkward, but at least he fucking acknowledges the fact that we're humans. You know what, if I wasn't who I am, and if I didn't feel bad for you, I would have fucking moved out and lived with my dad.

There wouldn't have been anything you could have done to stop me.

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