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Thursday, July 15, 2010
Well, i've been having so many emo thoughts lately.
yeah i know its summer, and i should be having fun with it.
but when i was at my friend's house earlier this week, my friend's dad
asked my about my dad, and i just stood quiet about it for awhile and didn't even answer.
After i got home, i was walking around my neighborhood, (and texting jo? xD), and
i was thinking about my dad alot, and was noticing
something "odd?" about my family. Alot of the males on my dad side pass away early.
My dad's brother, passed away when they were kids.
My grandpa's dad, passed away while he was fishing back in Vietnam (i forgot how)
My dad, passed cause he was murdered back in 2003.
What if i die early? How would i die? How would people react?
I'm scared that i'll be next.
But at the same time.. i don't care?
I dont know. Whatever happens will happen.
I'm just afraid, one of these days. I can't see you guys anymore, when i should be.
Sorry not really trying to get sympathy, or trying to get attention.
I just want to vent? not really a vent,
just wanted to say it cause its been bugging me for awhile now.
So yeah thats why I've been acting a little "weird?" lately, if you noticed at least.
/jay
8:50 AM
